Yea, it's been months since my last post. Can't say that Iy hasn't been out of pure laziness, but, oh well.
Many things have changed since Janurary, but not many worth writing about.
Still getting married....
Working at Malco and CiCi's Pizza now instead of Open Arms Animal Clinic.
Still writing poetry, on the brink of 400 now. Yay!

Hey, I know that it's been a while since I last posted anything, but oh well.

The past couple of weeks have been....okay...nothing really to complain about if you want to talk about a bleeding yeast. Lol, and we shall move along from that topic, you mean are not fadcinated about that I presume? : )

I almost broke up with my fiancee over these past few weeks and I guess I had A FEW good reasons why. They are probably the same reasons why I broke up with my last 13 boyfriends. But I will not bore you to death with those details unles...you want me to? LOL.

Anyway, just came back to let you know I'm not dead!

 As many of you may not know, I work at Open Arms Animal Hospital here in Horn Lake, Mississippi. So far it is a great job and I am loving all of he experiance I am getting. I'm getting tons of training in animal/human medicine and how to properly take care of the animals. All of his will be great for when I go to Vet School. hat will hopefully be next year. Probably when I move to S.C.

Dr. Mehta's office FINALLY called me back today. Thy should have called me back last Thursday, but he bastards aren't all that organized, it seems. My blood test cae back negative fo pregnancy and my Pap Smear also came up Normal. I can now breathe easier.

Now, some of the ups and downs of being a Vet Tech are as follows:

UPS:  Excellent pay, experiance, communicational skills, always omething new to learn, great hours.

DOWNS: Self sacrificing of personal lie and home life. I will basically be spending al my time at the Hospital, my jobs is very soon going to be a Full-Time Technician. I'm not bothered by it. I just hope Drake will be okay with it.

I went to see my OB-GYN  and got a cervix exam, and after that a Pap Smear. The cervix exam came up negative for pregnancy. And even after THAT and a pregnancy test (urine based, also negative) I got a blood test. The results for that I will be able to find out tomorrow. I know it will come up negative.


I HOPE SO!

Yea, this year hasn't been the best year for me. Not in any way, especially for decision making. The first mistake I made was when I started dating a 34 year old arrogant lawyer-gonna-be who I will name Mr.Prick. Yes, harsh, I know...but I'm in physical pain here and moody.

Second mistake was when I went off to bootcamp and they shipped my arse right back saying that I was Unfit For Full Duty! I guess they want retards to serve in the Navy now. EXCEPTION: Drake, my fiancee, he's a nuke.

Third mistake is when I decided to go out with Drake last month and get flat assed drunk at his friends' house. I will admitt I got a little...crude...hitting on and nearly sleeping with his friend and his friend's sister. I guess that's what you get when you swing for both teams. -Sighs- But from what I remember of that night, before I had a relapse, it was a fun evening.

Fourth mistake was when I had sex with Drake...with he not wearing a CONDOM! Needless to say that I am having almost all of the pregnancy symtoms such as: nausea, fatigue, backache and upper to lowert abdominal cramping. 

Some of them are also the symptoms to an early mischarrige.

Since I don't really believe in GOD, I'm HOPING that I'm NOT pregnant. Or that I DID have an early mischarrige.

Drake and I are not ready for a baby....we're just about to get married!  : (

Ha ha, I'm at work with my sister and you wouldn't believe some of the funny...crazy things we are doing and talking about. I am being just as disgusting as I can be about sex and you wouldn't believe the blushes. Lol. It's all in the act of fun and I love messing around with her. 

Tin Man ended last night and it was just as I expected: awesome.

I've gotten some rave reviews about some of my poetry and a short story I've just written. I really can't wait to begin on some more stories and books. I have less time to write since I've been woring at the Clinic. Wirth it, though.  I really need all the money I can get. 

The next nine months are going to be tough.   Help..... 

Last night I watched two episodes of the new show called 'Tin Man'. At first I thought it would be a stupid show, especially since I thought that through the beginning of the first airing. But, after I kept watching I came to like it more and I find it to be one of the best short series on television. If anyone reads this then I urge you to watch it! 

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